The most poignant moment in series is also one of the most
problematic in my mind. The scene I’m referring to is when Snape’s motives are
finally revealed post-mortem. It is one of the most poignant moments because of
the tragedy of it all. Here is a man who has been in love with a girl since he
was a child who not only marries someone else, but his bullying tormenter.
(Just try and imagine how many therapy sessions Snape would have needed for
that web of issues.) We see that it was Lily’s death that truly turned Snape
away from Voldemort; the source of all of Dumbldore’s questionable trust is
Snape’s eternal, albeit unrequited love for Lily.
It is also one of the most problematic scenes for me because
his attitude toward Harry through the entire series. He is cruel and heartless
and goes out of his way to mock and ridicule him. I understand that he’s a
spitting image of his father, James; I can only imagine how jarring it would be
to see a living replica of your own childhood tormenter, and how difficult it
would be to process that and react to it. But Snape goes out of his way to be
hateful to Harry, which I find strange because of his deep love for his mother.
Perhaps Rowling is showing how the negatives often outweigh
the positives we see/focus on in people. Snape lived to avenge Lily’s death, so
why would he be so cruel to her child? It was no mistake that externally Harry
looks so strikingly similar to James, just constantly pushing the memory that
Lily chose James over Snape in his face. But if by that logic, he hates James
for ‘winning’ Lily and having that life with her, by extension does that mean
he actually, in some sense, wishes to be Harry’s father? I have to believe that
ultimately, Snape hated James because he married Lily, and all the bullying
just poured gasoline on his undying flame for Lily. (Which is not to say that
the bullying he experienced wasn’t completely awful and heartbreaking, it was,
but I think he held on to it for the rest of his life because ultimately his
bully got the girl of his dreams.)
The complexities of Severus Snape still pull on my heartstrings and hurt my brain if I dwell on them long enough. After reading the series three times and watching the movies innumerable evenings I still find him to be the most interesting character of the bunch.
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